a drop in the ocean,

"a drop in the ocean, a change in the weather. i was praying that you adn me might end up together. its like wishing for rain as i stand in the desert, but i'm holding you closer than most. cause you are my heaven ♥ "
ron pope, a drop in the ocean.

be happy for this moment.. this moment is your life.

"when everybody else is getting out of bed, i'm usually getting in it. i'm not in it to win it, i'm in it for you."

hola'. long time, no blog. so my sophomore year just started like a week or two ago.. and its awful. i don't like any of my classes.. except yearbook. but we don't even do anything in there :) i have english II, geometry, spanish I, and then yearbook. spanish isn't too bad because the teacher in there is hilarious, but the tests are hard..

so since i last blogged i have had my nose stuck in a lovely book series that is just so happenly called pretty little liars.. :) and they are amazing. i seriously have never liked a series so much better, i guess its just because of all of the scandals ;) or it could be because i have had no life lately.. :(

but! i did go to the fair like three times with all of my bff's. saturday night was the best of them all though :) okay so it started raining, and we were all like wtf? what are we suppose to do.. so we went and played in the rain, while everyone else was ducking for cover we were walking around side by side (and i'm pretty sure we were grinning ear to ear too:D ) so anyways i ended up riding rides with my lovely, pretty cousin christina. and we were on the spin-out, upside down, and lightning struck right above us! i swear, with the rain and us being completely upside down, it was the most amazing thing i have ever seen. its the little things like that that i love about my life :)

speaking of life.. mine has been alright lately. i mean nothing special has really happened, but nothing tragic has happened either. so i guess its whatever. i think i'm getting to go to paris this spring break though, so i think that will be the trip of a life time :) i wanna save up my money and buy a few things... like a reallly nice camera. and a polariod camera as well :) i would really be happy if a few of my friends were going.. i don't know anyone whose going (its a school trip)

hmmm, so.

your just a letdown, another one of my mistakes.

blah, i just randomly remembered that i needed to blog! (even though no one reads this) :)

hmm, i'll start off this baby by talking about what i've done lately. welll.. i've saw fireworks with one of my best friends*, went down to salt lick for no reason, had ALOT of fun with kt and boyington.. :), and had driving classes :l i have them dang classes every flippin day of next week! and then the week after that is JSCYC! [church camp]

i've been really excited for church camp, i wanna get back in touch with the big man who lives upstairs :) i really don't understand how people don't believe in God! i mean, take a look around. all of this beauty didn't come from evolution or a "big bang". it just seems somewhat idiotic how people just thought this all happened.. tisk.

on another note, although i have had a hella lot of fun lately.. i'm kinda ready to see everyone :) those people who you don't really consider as friends but ya still love em to death.. yeah. but i don't miss all the stress and waking up early that is involved with school. :l .. but i can't wait until back to school shopping! :) i love doing all that jazz.. new outfits, and what not :) and once again i'm ready to see my "friends".. oh yeah, about my friends..

my friends have really been.. shocking (to me) lately. i'm telling you.. some people really have nerves. :l it seems like the people i used to count on the most are pretty much screwing me over. but i'm not going to say anything to the people.. that would be too much drama. people never cease to amaze me at the things they do...

anywho, back to the real world. i'm really, really excited for tomorrow... (if it goes as plan) :D it'll probably go along with one of my top three memories of summer 2O1O. i already have two of those filled in, for sures (: but i still have that awful driving class! it lastes three hours! you haven't an idea of how miserable it is.. it has to be past miserable. its more like a state of depressing...

i saw eclipse! it was incredible. i read the book like a day before, and it was actually a lot like the book.. i was shocked. all the guys in that movie are so cute :) yeah but now i've been on/off about reading breaking dawn.. i think i may go finish it as soon as i get done with this :)

well.. i never really finished my last blog. so this is part two to it :)
[thats why there is no lyric opening in the beginning :)] anywaysss..

currently:
listening to--> letdown :)
thinking about--> if tommorow will work out..
texting--> phone's off!
being--> fearless ♥

later haters!



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let's see how far we've come.

"the cars are moving like half a mile a hour, and i am staring at the passengers waving goodbye. can you tell me what was really so special about me all this time?"
-matchbox twenty.

gah, i keep forgetting to blog. not too much has changed since i last blogged. except i went on vacation, and it was amazing! here are some pictures for you to enjoii while i try to think of something to blog about..




me+belle:)



us with the cousins. . yes i realise my eyes are closed.



me and caleb!



me and belle on the dolphin cruise.



caleb doing his "tuperman" pose. :)


yeah, that trip was really fun. although it rained like the whole entire time :l oh yeah there wasn't any shells at the beach.. and on tv they kept on talking about the dumb oil spill(thanks a lot BP). so that kinda made the trip slightly worse. i like myrtle beach a lot better than destin, but its whatever. :) i still had fun.

even though i LOVE summer.. its been rather boring lately. last weekend was fun because i was with friends throughout the whole weekend, but other than that i've been home. and its been MISERABLE.

it's like i know where i need to be, but i can't figure it out.

"hey now this is my desire, consume me like a fire. because i just want something beautiful to touch me- i know that i'm in reach, cause i am down on my kness. waiting for, something beautiful♥."
-something.beautiful

so, i haven't blogged forever.

ITS OFFICIALLY SUMMER OF 2O1O! (:

it feels incredible to say that :) i'm no longer a freshmen, and my freshmen year has been by far my favorite year through out school. i am so so so happy that school (+softball) is over! :) i hope that this summer will be as great as the school year was.. i don't have many plans for the summer although. i guess good things will come if i just wait :)

my sister graduates high school in two days :( i'm really gonna miss sammy, only becasue when she leaves i'll be home all by myself. but i'm pretty sure she'll have more fun with college life other than staying home with me :( but on the brightside, we leave for florida in like.. a week? maybe two... okay so i'm not sure. but i'm surely excited :) i plan on taking like a million pictures so that i can scrapbook it :) and i will be getting plenty of sea-shells.

well, not much has changed since i last blogged. other than my ways of thinking. i just realized how not laid-back i am. i really do take things for granted, until now. i'm really gonna start to appreciate the little things, like for example my friends.:) i also see the good in people, instead of the bad. :) lets see, i like a new store since i've blogged :) delia's is a marvelous store. i really like there style, mostly because it doesn't say the name of the place on the shirt, or because a lot of people don't shop there :)

i really really like old stuff, vintage :D . i love all of my mom's old jewelry and i love love love old pictures :) so i may start my own collection of vintage here soon... ;)

well this blog wasn't too great, but sam keeps on bugging me about cleaning.

i'm currently..
listening to something beautiful :)
texting hailey anna,
thinking about the past..
and excited for the future :)

before you ask which way to go, remember where you've been.

"i'll be fine, even though i'm not always right. i can count on the sun to shine, dedication takes a lifetime.. but dreams only last a night.

why hello blog#3! :)
your gonna be a boring one, but its all good.

so, its definately spring. i've noticed that usually people are happier around spring :) its more than likely because its not gross and cold outside. its bright, fresh, and beautiful outside now :)

hmm, i'm looking around to try and find something to talk about because i'm braindead as of right now.. well.

you know how when something doesn't go your way.. all you do is mope around and think "why me" "i hate my life" and blah blah blah, well. i find myself doing that all the time. it seems like that the cup of water is always half way empty. i'm so tired of being negative and hard on myself, its somewhat ridiculous. i mean life goes on, and its not just me acting like this. everyone acts like its the end of the world when something goes wrong. i guess we (as in me as well) don't realize that someday we'll be mommy's and daddy's with jobs and crazy kids :)

so i'm really gonna start living it up. no looking back, no regrets, and no second thoughts. its all about to come out :) haha, oh yeah i have somethign else to say..

yesterday was seven years since my cousin, Alex Ray Cassetty, died. it was an awful tragedy that was overbearing.. he was a senior in high school. he played basketball and baseball. his number was 3, which is ironic because this is my third blog.. this is all too weird. he was riding with out his seat belt (which most of us do) and was slung out of the driver's window. he died at the hosptial.. i just really wanted to sorda talk about it, he was a really nice fella and will always be remembered ...

well i suppose thats that.
oh yeah, i really really wanna see 500 DAYS OF SUMMER.
that movie looks so amazing, so hopefully i'll be purchasing it soon :)

i'm currently listening to stay awake :)
texting someone :)
thinking about what to wear tomorrow..
and never looking back(:





[pssst; labels for this post include things that make me smile :)]

once upon a time, i believe it was a tuesday when you caught my eye.

"its your first kiss, its flawless, really something.its fearless."

its my second blog, yay.

i'm not really sure what to say.. so i guess i'll just say what i'm thinking.

well, its saturday. and i'm stuck home. who would've guessed? nah, but i went shopping today :) i swear, Charming Charlie's is the most amazing place ever. i really wish i could buy everything from there. . . but you don't get everything you want. thats too bad. lifes tough, : its one more week until spring break :) :) :) actually, i only have three days of school. unfortunately, my great aunt died.(rest in peace, aunt claudine) her funeral is on monday. so i'm not going to school on monday. then tuesday, softball game. wenesday, softball game. thursday, softball practice. friday, good friday :) [ + daddy's birthday! ] yep, three days. my sister, samantha, is going to spain during spring break. she'll have loads of fun there :) i'm going to fccla with my two best friends.

speaking of my friends, there amazing :) i swear they are the funniest people ever. they have seen me through the good days, and the bad. they are always there for me and i really am lucky to have them for that.

i have really been thinking about the past lately, and i'm about to go crazy. this all seems so unreal to me. i really need something to look forward to, so i can quit looking back. this makes me think of a quote by Albert Einstein. .

"Life is like riding a bicycle. To keep your balance. you must be keeping forward."

that quote is great. i love quotes. my all time favorite quote is by Marilyn Monroe. but i don't feel like typing it, so i guess i'll share it another time. i'm really really ready for change. i really need motivation. i guess i'll just have to push myself to change.

well, i guess thats it.

i'm currently listening to just to see you smile,

my phone's off. (so i guess that means im texting no one)

and thinking about the future :)

life's great :)